Hypocritical
How can I describe to you the way I feel? Tell me how!
Even to myself!
I swear that I cannot
See how everything is falling apart!
Swiftly and silently
Like drowning in blood, in the sea
Which beauty?
What effort?
What result? What filthy result will set you free?
And you put your faith in it
We have put our faiths in it I do not know
...
Like a vain vista, like a pointless flight
Like when you pretend to be sleeping,
But you are not awake either
How deceptive and hypocritical is the glow
Every day, every moment, seeking to find a way to glow
You just keep on watching, that is all!